I have decided that once this premium membership ends, I will deactivate this account.
If you have read my previous journals, then you'll probably know why. But I'll list them down:
- I am being stalked by someone who has done very horrible things to me, and mentally and emotionally abused me. Unfortunately, I may not have enough evidence for the staff's standards (Which is horrible), and this person can find me again, and again, and again, because he knows my username.
So I'm moving accounts. And I won't be publicly showing what my new account is. I will only select the very few people on my watch list to know what my new account is, and I will be making this account TODAY. And I'll be working on it much more than this account, apart from the one commission I need to do.
- I have decided to plan to work full time (5-7 days a week, 8 hours a day) to help myself become financially supported or have enough savings in my bank account. Because.....
- I may most likely be moving out of the country I live in. (And I will do anyway)
- And because of that, I may be looking for work abroad as well.
- I'm going to take a course to become registered in First Aid, and hopefully when I move abroad (or if I'm still here) I could build it up to become a Paramedic or a Doctor, or even a nurse. But we'll see...I could become anything.
Because I fear that Illustration is something I can do any day, but unfortunately, I KNOW I won't ever become an illustrator for game companies. I could do freelance, but I keep on hearing from other people that I need a business loan....But they don't know how to or they don't even have any relation to the subject of freelance illustration. Plus, it may not even be a PROPER job. I probably won't get paid much at all.
Those are my reasons why.